Now before you get too excited. This book will probably never be finished or ever published. It’s just something I’ve always wanted to do. I’ve avoided talking about it in the past because two people close to me have dreams to write a book. I didn’t want them to feel that I’m copying or taking away their thunder. I came to realise how stupid this was. It’s OK to have shared dreams. Their’s I think comes from a deep love of writing, mine is a deep desire to share everything I’ve learnt in overcoming shyness, depression and fear. When you suffer with any of those things, life can feel like a constant hardship and I know now it doesn’t have to be this way. This is what I want to write about.
This week, I’m doing a one week positive challenge and whilst it’s easier than I thought it would be (yay!), there has been a few struggles. When events have happened that if I’m honest haven’t been ideal (this is me trying to be positive without lying and saying stuff is great when it’s not). I’ve learnt from this challenge that you can say something isn’t good without complaining, judging or adding any drama to a situation. You can simply say, this happened, do what needs to be done and move on. No criticising, no unnecessary negative energy, just what is.
So the book I’m writing, it’s for me. Maybe one day if will be for others too, but for now it’s simply therapy. I’ve been able to write myself into feeling good. To see situations with a new perceptive. To become wiser and happier.
Life is good ☺