Like many of us I woke up of Tuesday morning hearing about the Manchester attacks and feeling absolutely helpless. I felt broken and emotional. How could anyone do that? Lives taken and kids too. When someone innocent loses their life you feel it, but when it’s children you can’t even process it. In one instant your whole world can be changed. The parents, the families, the victims and the countless other lives that will never be the same again. Tragic doesn’t even cut it. There are no words.
I found myself as a blogger judging other content creators. I had a post scheduled for that evening, but I decided to move it too next week. It felt insignificant. It wasn’t important. It didn’t matter. People were hurting and my post had no relevance. In the grand scheme of things it was nothing. To post it felt inconsiderate. Lives have been torn apart and to click publish felt like I was just carrying on as usual, as if to say what had happened didn’t matter. I found myself judging others for carrying on as normal. I understood that people want to stand united and not let hatred win, but it felt (in my emotional state) heartless. To not acknowledge what had happened made me mad. Every time I saw another post from someone who had not yet mentioned Manchester I questioned my faith in humanity. I kept thinking “why aren’t they talking about it, why are they just posting another pointless photo or blog post”. I wondered if they even cared. Where was their compassion? Where was their love for the people of Manchester in another self-indulgent post? I felt anger and sadness all rolled into one.
Their ignorance astounded me. How could they not stop for one moment and realise the importance of showing love? How could they not see that business as usual looks cold heartened? Yes think of the future. Yes we must never let anyone stop us showing up, but what’s more important is the now. It’s the only thing ever guaranteed.
I soon came to realise my ignorance too. People hurt and cope in different ways. There is no right or wrong way to deal with tragedy. My way is no more enlightened that anyone’s else’s. My judgement was misplaced. I have no idea what people were thinking or feeling. People don’t always know how to think, act and comprehend it all. Emotions were high. Sometimes people simply don’t know what to say. People are scared to look like they’ve jumped on the bandwagon. We all judge and become judged sometimes. This isn’t the time for that. Now is the time to be more loving. To be kinder to ourselves and others. To love more deeply.
Kindness makes more of a difference than you’ll ever know. We all know action speaks louder than words. So act with love. Be the light in the darkness. Help those that struggle. Judge less. Love more. Be the one to say sorry. Life is short so don’t waste it not being loving. Hold your loved ones tighter and when you feel helpless and don’t know what to do just show up with love.
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